There are no solid ways of knowing what the hell is coming your way. My own natural way of going through my day-to-day is living in anticipation… of anything… of everything…. every damn second of every damn day. Constantly & consistently on guard and waiting for “that” something… anything, to be hurled in my direction. Exhausting, probably. It’s too ingrained to know the difference. I really do not know life apart from that internal, simple & silent chaos of the unknown. The slowing of this busy brain is difficult at best. Often, it is a tangled mess of thoughts where all clarity is lost.
So…. when I can, I focus on this beautiful, pompous (im going to take over your window) piece of lush green, overgrown tree. Maybe I’m crazy (yes we all know it, Im only saying what we’re all thinking. You’re welcome. Let’s move on), but I tend to wonder if it sometimes lends to me it’s energy..? It’s soothing to watch and somehow brings the chaos down to a dull roar… like shutting the door after making your kids go outside to play.
Now you’ve read this whole damn thing and you’re either wondering to yourself…. where can I find my own grand tree of pompous? Or…. where the F is she taking us with this rant??
The truth is, is that Ive sucked possibly a whole 30 seconds out of your life with a bit of crazy babble about very little. Maybe you can relate, maybe you cannot but this is a Daisy Rising post, lending to a distinct possibility that you may be at least minutely entertained. It doesn’t really matter but Im glad to have owned your ass for this 30… now probably 40 seconds of your life 😀
Carry on.
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